Dear baby!

Hey baby! Yes, I still call u baby cause mummy don't know u r a girl or a boy yet! Next week mummy got doctor appointment to see u so I hope baby will be cooperative n spread open your legs wide wide so that the doctor is able to tell mummy n daddy whether u r a girl or a boy ok?? Please be nice ok? Mummy feel that u r a boy n daddy feels that u r a girl.. So we shall see who is right ok? It doesn't matter u r a girl or a boy actually.. It's just that its very hard to start buying things n preparing for your arrival.. Baby stuffs are either pink or blur.. Or there's a distinct difference between a boy n a girl stuffs.. Mummy cant buy all out for u yet... So really baby, be nice n let us know u r a boy or a girl by next week do we can start shopping for u k.. On our last trip to the doctor, doctor says u r probably a girl n this is because we have been trying to scan n look at your sex for so many times (for the past 3 doctor trips) but still can't see.. So that's y doctor thinks that u r a girl.. So hopefully this trip can confirm whether u r a girl or a boy ok.. Don't be shy k.. Open your legs wide baby!

You have been moving actively inside mummy's tummy for more than 2 weeks now.. But mummy can feel your obvious movement since 2 weeks ago.. Since your movement have been obvious, I've trying to catch u move when daddy put his hands on my tummy but u stop moving as soon as daddy put his on my tummy.. U cheeky fella.. But yesterday night at about 4am, daddy finally able to feel u move as u were really very active yesterday night after I had my shower.. Daddy felt so amazed to feel u move.. Just as amazed as I was when I first felt u move baby.. We love you very much u know.. We can't wait till May to see u in person!

U r one active baby actually.. U move alot inside the tummy.. N mummy's friends said that if u r active in the tummy, u will be a quiet baby when u r out.. Let's hope so.. Cause im so scared that u will be as active n as cheeky as your daddy! But please be a talented person like your daddy.. Don't be like mummy, no talent.. :P

Anyways, happy new year baby! We will spend the next new year's together n I will have u as a mother's day present.. :D can't wait for u to be out! Picture below is taken yesterday.. Mummy at 22 weeks pregnant..





Seems like not much difference from previous photos.. But I think starting from now u r going to start blooming big big soon.. :)

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7 December 2011

Hi baby! Mum n dad just finished our wedding ceremony.. We officially got married with Chinese customary on 3rd December.. It was a very memorable time for both mum n dad.. We had the time of our lives even though the preparation was hectic n disappointing at times but all went ok n good in the end! It's all worth it even though it was damn tiring.. We had mummy's side wedding dinner at Traders Hotel on 2nd December.. And daddy's side at Lone Pine Hotel on 4th December.. Therefore, mummy n daddy's wedding was a grand one.. Celebrated 3 days in a row!

The money that mummy n daddy got from our wedding, we plan to keep it for u dear baby.. We r going to open a bank account n all the money is just for u so we could bring u into this world comfortably..

Mummy has been really busy for the past week that mummy didn't really had time to sit down n feel u moving inside me.. But since yesterday, mummy has been feeling u move inside me quite constantly.. Even though when mummy put my hands on the tummy to feel u physically, I still can't feel.. So daddy got no chance to feel u move yet.. Maybe gotta wait another or so until daddy can finally feel u.. But mummy can already feel u inside me.. :) It feels like heartbeat n air moving around inside.. Feels so miraculous..

Yesterday mummy went n see doctor again.. N doctor still cant see whether u r a boy or a girl cause u did not open your legs wide enough to show us.. Why so shy baby?! But doctor says since we have been trying to scan u for so many times n still can't see whether it's a boy or a girl then most likely u r a girl.. Come back next month n scan again, says the doctor.. Please cooperate next month ok baby? Mummy wanna start buying things for u n prepare for ur arrival already.. So let mummy know soon k.. Don't be shy ok? :)

As usual, mummy n daddy loves u so much! Can't wait for your arrival.. But u have made mummy got tail bone pain n water retention on both feet already.. At 18 weeks mummy got this symptom.. I'm not suppose to get this for another 2 months.. Mummy got this water retention thing two months earlier than normal people has.. But it's all good.. I know n hope it's worth it for u baby! As long as u r a healthy happy baby!

Love u my dear, will write to u again soon!

Below are the picture of how u look like yesterday.. It's a pic of your long back bone actually.. Haha.. Doctor says u already weight 200 plus grams already!




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My dear baby at 16 weeks

Dearest baby,

Yesterday (15 Nov 2011) your daddy n I went to see the doctor for our monthly check up.. U were 16 weeks old in mummy's tummy.. We were kinda hoping that you would spread open your legs abit so we could take a peek at your genitals to see if you are a boy or a girl.. But u were shy.. Or maybe you were sleeping, all your legs were crossed n u were hiding at one corner.. :(

Mummy felt a little disappointed that I cant know whether u r a boy or a girl.. It doesn't matter whether you are a boy or a girl as I will still love u just as much! But I'm just so anxious n excited to know! It's okay, I guess I will know the next trip I go see the doctor.. N that would be 3 weeks from now.. I can't wait! Let's hope this time u are not shy or sleepy okay.. :)

Daddy took a video of you during the ultrasound scan.. Hope u get to see this one day when u r old enough..

Baby at 16 weeks!

And also heres picture of mummy being pregnant at 16 weeks! Time flies! But I hope it will fly faster as mummy really can't wait to meet u in person! Another 5 months! Love you baby!







Ok, mummy was already fat n had big tummy right before I had you.. So imagine my tummy size of the pic minus 30% n that would be you inside.. Hahaha..







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3 November 2011

Dear baby, you are 14 weeks old today in mummy's tummy... N it's exactly one more month to mummy's n daddy's wedding day!

Mummy n daddy has been looking forward to the day we find out whether u r a male or female.. It doesn't matter whether u r a boy or girl as long as you are a healthy baby! We actually look forward more to the day we finally get to meet u than our wedding day.. As u r our first precious, so u r more important than our wedding.. Our wedding is just a formality so that mummy n daddy can love each other forever after (this is wat we hope so) n u can have a happy family..

Your grandma has been cooking nice n healthy food for mummy to eat so that u can grow in mummy healthily n be a strong baby when u finally come out..

You have been a very good baby to mummy so far.. You did not make me vomit but u have made mummy feel really sleepy n tired all the time..! So mummy has been much lazier than before.. Mummy has no pregnancy pimples but I have been eating alot! That I know i've gone so fat! N oh, mummy already have a visible pregnancy line since 2 weeks ago..

Two weeks ago, I met the doctor n doctor said u r growing fine.. Seems like your due date is early May but doctor will give me a more accurate date when you are going to be due out.. N mummy saw u in ultrasound.. You already have your little fingers n legs.. U r looking very human now.. N I saw u moving! Mummy felt so proud of myself n you as mummy is able to see u move.. It's the first time mummy sees something move inside me.. I felt a miracle n then later on, mummy was thinking about u n how u move the whole day..! Doctor said that hopefully in my next trip, I'm able to see whether u r a girl or a boy.. But if u r a boy, it will be easier to see.. But hopefully u are willing to open your legs n let mummy see ok? Two more weeks till I see u again! Can't wait! I always cant wait to go see doctor cause I know it's when I get to see u.. :)

Will update here again after my trip to the doctor in 2 weeks time!


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Dear Baby - 8 September 2011

Today mummy feel the same like yesterday.. Same mood n same condition.. :)

Except that since u r still like a seed small, mummy already went crazy n thought of what should I name u.. :)

If u r a boy, I will name you Jaeden Nathaniel Saw and if u r a girl, I will name you Jaeda Nathalie Saw.. Hehe.. I know I'm going nuts so thinking so far in advance.. But I can't help it.. Mummy can't wait for u to be all grown n pop out.. ;) I guess these will be your names, if there are no changes or objections from daddy or grandparents.. Your Chinese name will of course be picked by your grand parents.. :)

I guess that it for today.. Just wanted to tell you your name.. :) till then.. Love you!


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Dear Baby - 7 September 2011

Today.. My mood seems ok.. Normal.. Still tired n sleepy as usual.. But I notice that my morning sickness is coming soon.. :P When I woke up today, I felt abit dizzy.. Didn't like the taste of toothpaste.. Urgh..

I had big cravings for pasta so I went to try this new pasta place.. The food is nice.. My taste bud is ok with mushroom soup.. My pasta is good.. But I wanted some spiciness in it so I added the tobasco sauce but my taste bud didn't quite like it.. Makes me feel nausea abit.. Then I went on later to accompany my parents for dinner.. Just ate alittle cause i still got dinner at home as mil cook daily.. Dad order sweet n sour fish n I seriously didn't like the sweet n sour fish! Makes me feel like vomitting... Went home rest a little bit then ate late dinner a little.. Mil cooked black sauce pork ribs which I would usually love it but this time my taste bud didn't like it.. Started to feel nausea.. So I guess the pregnancy signs are starting n it's getting more n more..

Nowadays, I pee more frequent as well.. N then I can get scared easily.. Imagine getting shocked n scared when my own hair tickles my skin n I thought it's some bug or wat.. I can even get shocked by my own shadow.. Lol.. I've turned chicken shit.. Haha..

I guess that's all for my report today.. :) if got new progress n difference, will report again tomorrow.. Hehe..


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Dear Baby - 6 September 2011

6 September 2011

I was told to write a diary about my pregnancy journey so that i could look back at my own words after a year or two, this will remind me of details of my pregnancy that I might forget in the future.. And since I have a brain of a gold fish, I should really write all down..

Yes, it's a big surprise that I'm pregnant! Nobody knows about this yet except for a few close friends of mine..

I was actually planning to get registered on December 2011 and then try to make baby on between Jan 2012 and March 2012 cause I wanted a dragon baby.. And then finally wedding on either March or May.. But as usual, God is always nice to me n grant me a baby earlier.. So now everything has to be fast forwarded.. Now, I'm planning for wedding on December 2011 and start taking wedding pictures on 13th October.. Told hubby's parents about my pregnancy (or hubby to be ), but they kinda act nothing happen n act dunno since last Saturday.. Understandable, since they r like a very traditional kind of parents in many many ways that you could not imagine... But regardless, hubby n I are definitely keeping this baby of ours! Our miracle.. Which we r so excited about..

So dear baby, mummy and daddy really can't wait to see u in 8 months time.. Even though both mummy n daddy have quite some financial restrictions, I'm sure we will do fine raising you up.. We will just have to sacrifice some of our luxury just for u.. And we know it will be worth it.. Let's hope u are.. :)

Guess mummy gotta sacrifice alot of shopping (but I still can go shopping for u!), no more manicure when I'm almost due for labor.. And daddy gotta sacrifice alot more.. Daddy must quit biting his fingers so that u won't learn his bad habits n start biting fingers as well.. Daddy gotta stop loads of his favourite hobbies so that we could afford to feed u.. Cause u know, daddy's hobbies are very expensive!

Today is the first day mummy went to go see doctor to confirm my pregnancy and to see that u r actually properly implanted in my uterus instead of somewhere else.. Doctor say I'm confirm pregnant n my pregnancy looks fine n normal.. He ask me to go back and see him in 2 weeks time.. I got to see u through ultrasound and u look just like a black ball.. Can't see your shape n anything else cause u are only 5 and half weeks old.. :) can't wait to see you all form up and get bigger..

Everyday, mummy is feeling more tired than usual.. No morning sickness yet.. Thanks to God! I hope u won't give mummy morning sickness ok? I have been constantly hungry.. I've been eating alot! But doctor say I should frequently eat but in small portions and eat less oily food! He said that he don't want u to get too big or else in 8 months time, u will find it hard to get out to greet me.. Then mummy will have a lot of complications when in labor.. He said that, wait till u r out then only feed u till you are fat, it's not too late to do so that time.. Hehehe..

Doctor say u will come out to the world to greet me on around 3rd May 2012.. But the exact date will be given to me as u grow in these few months..

Everyday mummy is feeling excited, anxious, happy, worry and many other types of feeling mixing in.. :) I can already feel u inside me almost everyday.. It's a sore feeling on my tummy/uterus.. When I feel that sore, I somehow feel that magical feeling n that I'm carrying something wonderful in me.. I seriously don't know how to describe that feeling.. But it's wonderful regardless.. My breast n nipples has been very tender n growing n changing for u.. Feel very uncomfortable with sore breast n sore uterus but hey, it's all worth it for u.. This is just a minor symptom of pregnancy.. There's loads more coming in the coming months.. Let's just hope u don't make mummy suffer so much alright? Then I will love u even more.. Hehehe..

Today I'm in a calm n sleepy mode.. Which is good.. You can see that I'm calm cause of the way I blog.. Yesterday my mood was sleepy, angry and bitchy mood.. I got angry with daddy so many times for just small little reasons but then daddy decided to just let me be and let me be angry.. He didn't scold me for being angry.. I think daddy realize that my mood swing is changing drastically due to my hormonal changes because of u.. :)

Anyways my dear, can't wait to see u soon.. Will write about u again tomorrow if I have time.. Need to keep a diary of this miracle more frequently.. :) Mummy loves u very much already even though I have not seen u yet.. Oh yea, n I read that your heart is going to start beating soon.. By next week, you definitely have your heart beating already.. Live on baby!


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