6 September 2011
I was told to write a diary about my pregnancy journey so that i could look back at my own words after a year or two, this will remind me of details of my pregnancy that I might forget in the future.. And since I have a brain of a gold fish, I should really write all down..
Yes, it's a big surprise that I'm pregnant! Nobody knows about this yet except for a few close friends of mine..
I was actually planning to get registered on December 2011 and then try to make baby on between Jan 2012 and March 2012 cause I wanted a dragon baby.. And then finally wedding on either March or May.. But as usual, God is always nice to me n grant me a baby earlier.. So now everything has to be fast forwarded.. Now, I'm planning for wedding on December 2011 and start taking wedding pictures on 13th October.. Told hubby's parents about my pregnancy (or hubby to be ), but they kinda act nothing happen n act dunno since last Saturday.. Understandable, since they r like a very traditional kind of parents in many many ways that you could not imagine... But regardless, hubby n I are definitely keeping this baby of ours! Our miracle.. Which we r so excited about..
So dear baby, mummy and daddy really can't wait to see u in 8 months time.. Even though both mummy n daddy have quite some financial restrictions, I'm sure we will do fine raising you up.. We will just have to sacrifice some of our luxury just for u.. And we know it will be worth it.. Let's hope u are.. :)
Guess mummy gotta sacrifice alot of shopping (but I still can go shopping for u!), no more manicure when I'm almost due for labor.. And daddy gotta sacrifice alot more.. Daddy must quit biting his fingers so that u won't learn his bad habits n start biting fingers as well.. Daddy gotta stop loads of his favourite hobbies so that we could afford to feed u.. Cause u know, daddy's hobbies are very expensive!
Today is the first day mummy went to go see doctor to confirm my pregnancy and to see that u r actually properly implanted in my uterus instead of somewhere else.. Doctor say I'm confirm pregnant n my pregnancy looks fine n normal.. He ask me to go back and see him in 2 weeks time.. I got to see u through ultrasound and u look just like a black ball.. Can't see your shape n anything else cause u are only 5 and half weeks old.. :) can't wait to see you all form up and get bigger..
Everyday, mummy is feeling more tired than usual.. No morning sickness yet.. Thanks to God! I hope u won't give mummy morning sickness ok? I have been constantly hungry.. I've been eating alot! But doctor say I should frequently eat but in small portions and eat less oily food! He said that he don't want u to get too big or else in 8 months time, u will find it hard to get out to greet me.. Then mummy will have a lot of complications when in labor.. He said that, wait till u r out then only feed u till you are fat, it's not too late to do so that time.. Hehehe..
Doctor say u will come out to the world to greet me on around 3rd May 2012.. But the exact date will be given to me as u grow in these few months..
Everyday mummy is feeling excited, anxious, happy, worry and many other types of feeling mixing in.. :) I can already feel u inside me almost everyday.. It's a sore feeling on my tummy/uterus.. When I feel that sore, I somehow feel that magical feeling n that I'm carrying something wonderful in me.. I seriously don't know how to describe that feeling.. But it's wonderful regardless.. My breast n nipples has been very tender n growing n changing for u.. Feel very uncomfortable with sore breast n sore uterus but hey, it's all worth it for u.. This is just a minor symptom of pregnancy.. There's loads more coming in the coming months.. Let's just hope u don't make mummy suffer so much alright? Then I will love u even more.. Hehehe..
Today I'm in a calm n sleepy mode.. Which is good.. You can see that I'm calm cause of the way I blog.. Yesterday my mood was sleepy, angry and bitchy mood.. I got angry with daddy so many times for just small little reasons but then daddy decided to just let me be and let me be angry.. He didn't scold me for being angry.. I think daddy realize that my mood swing is changing drastically due to my hormonal changes because of u.. :)
Anyways my dear, can't wait to see u soon.. Will write about u again tomorrow if I have time.. Need to keep a diary of this miracle more frequently.. :) Mummy loves u very much already even though I have not seen u yet.. Oh yea, n I read that your heart is going to start beating soon.. By next week, you definitely have your heart beating already.. Live on baby!
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